I got two things. First of all I know I mentioned that my tv gets 3 channels. This means I end up watching a lot of stupid things I wouldn't normally sit down and watch. I've moved away for school so at night I sit in front of my computer and leave the tv on whatever is coming in good at the time. Right now Etalk is on and some guy is interviewing some run of the mill band called "Headly". Because I've had this shit on constantly for the last few months I'm noticing a trend here. All these young famous male himbo types are all the same. I noticed this when they were interviewing the Twilight shitheads yesterday. They're all the same over the top, arrogant, poofy haired, bad joke telling, cookie cutter products marketeted to a teeny bobber female audience. I can't believe this is what girls find attractive these day. On the upside, I did discover such shows as Ugly Betty. I love that show.

Second thing. I am sick of unappreciative, ungrateful people. I have gone out of my way to do some nice things for people I don't even know. Example, mailing something to someone when I know they really need something I have an extra of. Or giving someone a few bucks who is crying hard times. I've been a broke ass before and I know it sucks ass. If someone did something to help me I would at least type them a message saying "THANK YOU". It's not hard to say "thank you" or "I got your package" or something of the sort. It just feel like shit to not even be acknowledged when you were trying be nice. I'd at least like to know that I helped someone who appreciates it.

Anyhow, no one really seems to read journals these days anyway so why am I even bothering. I'm just documenting my thoughts I guess so I can re read it next week and feel retarded. Wow...that's some pretty pathetic emo crap I just wrote.