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I'm getting to the point in school were some of the peeps are really starting to grind my gears. People I knew from day one I was inevitably going to clash have become pretty much intolerable with 7 weeks left of school. I think there are people like that everywhere though. I've met some okay people too. I guess it balances out.

There was some yelling yesterday in my class. The bad kind.

After bombing a test last week, or what I consider bombing a test anyway, I am pleased to have been given a homework assignment in place of the weekly test. However now I am covered in marker.

Oh yeah, I came here to check my mail not write a journal. Hungh...

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:iconoperative274:
:o Buncha losers..all of them. You just KNOW those are the kinds of people who'l just end up on failblog ;)
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:iconjosephcollins:
~JosephCollins Feb 24, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're covered in marker? Any strange places, or the usual hands and arms? I mean, if you woke up covered in marker, that's probably not good. I'd check a mirror in that case, too. You may be the new and proud owner of a spiffy pair of Sharpie Specs™.
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:iconjessfox:
NNNOOoooooooooo!!! Just the hands and arms. ;)

Geez!!!! :lmao:
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:icondoctorbollocks:
Kids yelling in classes grind on my gears, haven't met a peep to make me angry yet...well maybe that one girl...nah not yet.

oh jeez bombing a test is never good, guh I bombed a biology test last semester, made me sick.
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:iconjessfox:
That just brought back a terrible childhood memory for me. I failed a test in grade 7 and I panicked so bad that I just walked out of class leaving all my stuff behind and went to the office, called my mom at work and told her I needed to see a psychiatrist cause I was going crazy. I left school early that day, went home and watched the Golden Girls. I remember the whole episode too. What a traumatic event. Ahhh grade 7 drama. Nothing is worth getting that upset over now.

Yeah, I totally know what you mean about getting sick over a test. blaaaah.
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:icondoctorbollocks:
God I had stuff like that happened to me, I felt so worked up and so sick and so worried. I mean it was just awful
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:iconjessfox:
But now it isn't such a big deal, is it? I still feel really embarrassed when I remember ever acting that way about stuff, but I guess that's how we learn. It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one that's done stuff like that. I don't feel like a complete idiot...a bit less anyway.

As a kid I could panic over stuff to the point where I thought my life was ending and the universe was about to implode. I would never grow up and the horrible moment would never pass. I would be embarrassed for all eternity and never live it down. Even remembering it now is a bit nauseating. *deep breath*

Anything like that?
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:icondoctorbollocks:
Yes I had bipolar and was the fat kid in elementary and an obvious target because I could be made mad easy. 6th grade was the closest thing to a living hell I had encountered. It makes me sick thinking on.

As for dwellings I am rather neurotic as an adult over several things but I am able to function but last smester I was in a depression that lasted several weeks and experienced 3 existential crisis
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:iconjessfox:
I think we have a fair bit in common. Being bipolar is very confusing for a kid to handle. I had no idea what was going on with me, the only way to deal with it was to become a complete shut in to avoid bad experiences. School was TERRIBLE. I completely feel your pain.

I am also extremely neurotic as well. I wonder why that is? I don't have OCD but I feel comforted by having control over certain little things. Like maybe that's all I can control so I cling to it.

Ever hear of something called cognitive behavioral therapy? It's about trying to consciously control how you feel by becoming aware of your habits and patterns. Like, if you became depressed one day you could say to yourself "ok, I know I am prone to depression and I can realistically handle this without becoming absorbed in it" and then do your best to not engage with your negative feelings. I know it sounds kind of whacked out but I really thing there is something to it...
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:icondoctorbollocks:
We seem to have much in common indeed. Bipolar was tough, I saw the doctors and counsilors and had my medications and the kids pushed me and pushed me, I even thought I had friends that turned on me, a bit before that wasn't all that bad though none of the teachers seemed to have any undewrstanding one bit but 6th grade was total hell and I cried a lot and thought of not existing and..I'm a sensitive guy. I wasn't into sports and I liked things other kids didnt and i didn't know myself and I was into you know creepy stuff like the supernatural, which I did grow out of later. But still it was disressing and there was no one there.

Adfter that hell hole (which consisted of a racist principle, no one understanding, and back stabs) I went to a private christian school. Let me tell you...it was a wonderful thing that place. First year was wobbly at first but it got so much better. Say what you will about the religion stuff but those were good people there. The teachers were good, not all the kids were yeah that's bound to happen but that was a good place and I will always love that school.

I don't have OCD either but I'm neuortic cause different things seem intimidating and things in my life kinda shook me a lot and just left a bad impression. I dont necessarily do a whole lot though I'm kinda satisfied with that, though people push me to do stuff. I do feel comforted having control over things and I like for things to follow a pattern too or a routine and for things to not change all too much.

I haven't heard of that but it sounds interesting enough
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